by the end of this post, you'll probably think i'm completely crazy.

lately, i've been reading several graphic designer/hip photographer personal blogs. i like them much better than fashion bloggers. i even read maude apatow's blog, and she's just the teenage daughter of some...director? ha. graphic designer blogs make me want to go out and buy all those film cameras, and learn how to edit and resize my pictures to show off to the world. they are all so wonderfully snarky and relatable in one way or another.

and here's mine, where i write maybe once a month. my record was three times in one month this year, so go me! anyway, my point was that i'm going to buckle down on this blog thing for all my stalkers. i mean, loyal readers. my new record will be four times a month! or five or six! let's not get ahead of ourselves.

i promise to not just talk about "this is what i did last month. here's four pictures, how fantastic!" instead i will write my sarcastic jokes and not even write "just kidding" at the end. i will write my fears, what makes me sad, what makes me happy, and what makes me love michael a little more every day. i also want it to snow right now. i really badly want it to snow.

am i writing too much? are you still reading this?

anyway. some cool things that make me feel sort of vulnerable but this is an effort to make myself more of a person and less of a robot (which, blogger seems to think i am, judging by those STUPID CAPTCHAS THAT I CAN NEVER READ.) -

• i hate pumping gas. i think this stems from a dislike of driving, and a traumatizing time at an old gas station where i couldn't figure out how to use the pump. i was nineteen.
• sometimes it blows my mind that i'm twenty-two and i've been married for over two years.
• mikie saw one of my library books the other day and was like "another dragon book? really? you read too many books about dragons." and i was like "is that even possible!? it's not possible, you don't even know what you're talking about, make your own dinner."
• if i had to choose... if i HAD to choose, i would be an earth bender. 
• i'm pretty sure mikie and i could have an entire conversation where we just quoted movies or songs. i am 90% positive this is one of my callings in life. hack-y-sack.
• i listen to an obscene amount of pop music.

so as we can all learn by this post, i'm really weird.